8.24.2009

Going MIA.
it's been months/weeks since i last blogged.
gotten back all my results for prelims. as usual,i nvr failed to fail my maths
and failed geo by that pathetic one mark.
i really need to buck my my maths alr!!!
I have gotten A2 for my 'o' lvl mother tongue.
Who says that NA students cant do better then express?!
At least i scored better then my sis :) lol.
N lvs are just 15 more days away!!! i cant believe that it's so fast!
it's like i've just started the term and now is ending soon. maybe i played too much and didn't focus much on my studies. :( i really hope that i can get to o lvl.
i seriously need to resist my temptation on using com and msging but i really cannot help it.

just now took a quiz on 'what is your worse fear?' and the answer is loneliness.
maybe it,s the fact that i'm scared of loneliness. it doesn't feel good to be alone, i sometimes just wonder why some ppl can be by their own without anyone to love,care and concern about.
Maybe i should also try it.
Just thinking; maybe i do not have to deal with the emotions of the outside world where there are lots of judging.
and be what i want and who i want to be.
Being alone means that i do not have to care about how friends judge about me, and although there are no one to share laughters with, no one to hear you out when you are down,but at least i'm happy leading with the life i want and not the one that ppl chose for me.
Loneliness might be a good thing though. :/
GTG. bbs:)