Back on track.

MYE starts next week but i'm still not prepare for it.

I should kill myself.

I'm glad that we talked to each other just like before.

You know I know you know who.

I'm not going to hide anything from my close ones now.

They knew the truth and the truth wont change for the time being right?

I know what I want for now doesn't mean it will not change.

And for the sake of somebody,I bet I won't fal back on him anymore.

That's the other him >=

Byes.

To say is harder than doing it.

BORED is what i can say now.

Going out with wz ltr.

Bet we will talk more then doing homework. :)

I think my first use of new cam is really a disaster!

Luckily,some of them were really nice :)

They said,practice made perfect :)

My mood now is much more better then previous days.

So ppl,come talk to me! But don't irritate me:)

Class photos are out! & i loved it :)

I'll try to.

Weeks have passed by but why am i still stuck in that situation?

I really tried to make promises to myself but just can't fulfill it.

Trying my best to get myself out of it.

But whenever i listened songs that consist of my feelings,

I just cant stop thinking about it.

Maybe,I'll try to change back to my old self.

The one that you ppl knew since sec 1 to 4.

I know I must depend on myself now.

I'm still trying to,so please endure with me.

i will continue to...

i will try and listen to friends advices from now on.

it may not be right all the time

but at least they cared about me :)

getting sick easily this year,dunno what's wrong with me.

Is it the weather? Or is it me??? :/

And finally,i let one of my worries out of my heart alr.

I should be happy but i'm not.

I think i've let my friends down.

Should not put my anger on them.

SRY FRENS. :)

Should I?

What if i tell you the truth?

What if i say that i liked you alot?

will you accept it?

or just treat it that i've never said before?

What if i told you that you were the person that i've always trusted in

but things have changed now. Isn't it?

Can you bear with the truth?

What if i tell you that i've always treated you more than just a best friend

However,things have changed now

& i no longer trust you

i dont want to be your friend anymore?

Can you ppl handle the truth???

just back to say that,

PY! SORRY FOR TEACHING YOU THE WRONG THINGS :(